HUEEEEE :((

okay, hari ini membingungkan.
mungkin sedang galau.
pokoknya gue bingung gue mikirin apaan.

gue baru baca blog-nya ruchii.
gue nangis.
sabar ya, chii. gue jadi temen cuman bisa ikut nangis doang
biar orang yang neror lu gue kutuk. gue voodoo. gue cincang deh kalo ketemu
masalahnya tu orang pengecut pisan. ga berani muncul di depan gitu kek. kalo perlu gue laporin polisi atas tuntutan peneroran terhadap seorang warga indonesia yang taat bayar pajak *apa hubungannya?* itulah yaw

lalu ada seseorang yang punya maslah juga. saya berusaha mencari jalan keluar, otak keburu buntu. dan sepetinya saya malah mengganggu gitu.
aduh sa, useless banget sih loo. gue sedih, ga bisa nge bantu. malah mengganggu.

kabar baiknya sih, shanry mendapatkan kado terindahnya hari ini. selamat deh, shan. jangan lupa kasih liat foto dia sama lo hari senin! awas aja lo ye.


sudah deh. saya mau menggampar diri sendiri dulu karena jadi teman yang tak berguna. wassalam dulu aja deh :'(

a letter for my friend(s)

as time goes by, I can hear the sound of a clock ticking coming from her. steadily ticking off the seconds, as they are stolen from her, one by one. I want to make it stop somehow. but what should I do? even if I did know what to do, how would I do it? I don't even have the slightest idea where to begin.

I've always been so powerless to do anything.

even to help my own friend(s).

there has to be something I can do. I know I'm not really making sense. but we have to do something. there has to be something. I'll make it work, no matter what. so please, let me help you.